When death meets you
long before memory remembers,
wrapping tender and dark tendrils
around your heart,
a shadow casts upon all that follows.
Inexplicably.
Without reason the most beloved people,
one after another after another,
disappear.
And the pain nearly kills you.
Vanishings become a lifetime of dancing,
red shoes stuck to your tired feet,
exhaustion pulling your heart toward the edge,
right up to the moment when you find out:
The she you could not have named,
She died.
And you were with her through the end.
Ghosts haunt lifetimes.