Magpie arrived with a twig

Magpie arrived with a twig in her beak this morning,

pausing on a bare branch of one tree

before taking it to last year’s nest in the spruce.

I guess that nest will be renewed.

And the plumpest ladybug, full of spots,

waddled up a window facing the mountain.

How lucky spring is to have these visitors, and early.

How lucky am I.

Time to take my sun-starved skin outside

and face the quiet with this internal buzz.

The gathering busyness of the season seems already

to have taken hold.

Changing the seer

Changing the seer,

the ground beneath and

circulation within,

in asking for this, I surrender,

for candle-flicker

moments.

Yet the moments expand

as a stranglehold of my brain loosens.

Yesterday,

bald eagle sailed–

she really does sail–

through currents of air unseen

while held aloft close to unmoving.

I’ve much to unlearn, hands of habit

to release,

both mine and not.

Ever more is asked of us to become

what we are intended to become.

Watching the slow wave wings

of white bodied, brown feathered eagle,

a glimpse of what magic surrounds us,

the Spirit of which we are made,

up-lifts me too,

reminding me of the spring that never runs dry.

Perhaps

How do we tender the fire,

walk the line,

embody a waking spectrum of both

the violence within–that murderous rage–

and the sacred Spirit we carry?

How do we live between

the harm we are capable of and

the goodness of our natural being?

Until each of us faces that living death,

cashes in the chips of our denial,

we humans will continue to destroy one another,

our earthen home,

and ourselves.

Let’s rise to the task.

We have, perhaps, no better work to do.

This valley

This valley

has a strange hold on me.

Through flourishing, violent uprisings,

bloody defeats,

this ancient soil fruits a people belonging,

unmoving, and struggling

cavernously.

I’ve been transplanted, migratorily bound,

the next move both imminent and unimaginable.

Time is ridiculous–

when that change comes

and twists me from these mountains’ grip,

it could be Thursday,

or next millennia.

A loosening grip

and a thunderous push to be here,

beautifully unexamined,

saddles beneath me.

I must ride.

Discomfort undertows us to

get

over

ourselves.

Movement of a bone

Movement of a bone.

Suddenly.

A gate I never thought I’d walk through

swings open–

access to land traversed by others

but never by me

spreads wide and borderless.

Vast, a savannah,

broad, an ocean,

hidden, intricate, bold–

a cave, universe of a moss, storm cloud.

Speechless, held still and utterly restless,

I do not know what emergence now includes me

but this smile keeps flashing across my teary face.

Visitations

Eagles have been visiting.

One Golden.

One Bald.

Their flight cups the sky in feathers,

wings like hills undulating in earthquake–

broad, liquid, generous,

a strength and self-possession of mountains.

Excitement, a sparkling water spring,

surfaces with their arrival.

Lifting my eyes to greet them,

my heart fills,

and I lower forehead to Earth.

Mud’s come

Mud’s come

but you wouldn’t know it

until your foot is three inches deep.

Or, god forbid, your tire by far more.

That’s the thing about this place–

dry as the brown cracked skin lining the arroyos

but a certain season arrives

and the steady, hard, rocky road you’ve trusted

decides to gulp you and whatever force is moving you along

straight into its earthen gullet.

I can understand that kind of gluttony.

Maybe it’s best I slow down and prison-break my shoe.

A change ~

A note to any who would like to follow Salt, Smoke, and Stone,

and to the many who already do

{A gracious hello to you.}.

Today is a significant day–

No more ads.
Phew.

And yay!
So. Cheers to this renewal of an invitation,

an invitation to join in relationship with the words

and alllll that underlies them;

more is now possible.

Tyranny over

Tyranny over self,

Tyranny over body,

Tyranny over the Land.

Carve mountainsides, slash prairies, pollute valleys, hate,

hate and control, cellulite, humps, wrinkles, and jiggles.

Hide and hate, turn upon the landscape inner,

the landscape outer–

one and the same.

Within this domination resides

everlasting distraction from the rhythmic pulsing

of our own heart’s rivers.

In service to the status quo.

As Earth’s waters are Life,

our blood is Life.

Break the shaming silence–the waterways know

to indulge their curves, bumps, and depths

singing praises through movement,

of tree roots, reflected sky, grating rocks

and wriggling fish.

We have only so long to celebrate and dance

our one beloved Body:

Skip the contempt useful to maintaining outdated ways.

Jump straight into dark waters full

of more Beauty than any one lifetime can hold.

Welcome

Grasses bow with snow,

Sky holds close in devotion.

This new year begins slowly, quietly,

in movement of winter’s own way.

Without parties, or any others around,

it is I and the paw print makers,

the wing song creators,

and a settled wind sure to stir again.

Welcome to another turning,

may Spirit and Soul be our guides–

much rides on our every decision,

our orientations carve our shared future.