Visitor

He always shows up uninvited.
And closed doors don’t slow him in the least.
(It’s like that when you haven’t a face,
a body
or a name.)
His approach sinks your belly like a battleship,
and ushers in a near silent gasp-
“Oh no.”
To which,
were anyone else to hear and wonder,
you’d deny ever uttering.
So you reach for a bottle,
and the volume button,
also the telephone, the tv and a book-
none of which can you pay any attention to,
breath having suspended upon his arrival
in singular focus:
that of prey.
And how, possibly, to get away…

Consider the difference
were you to put down the glass,
smile at the kids still out playing frisbee in the yard,
take a seat, look at him
and say,
“Hello, old friend. What have you come to tell me?”

Fall into

Out into space

a finger,

wrist, forearm, shoulder, neck stretches..

nose leads forward, head tilts

into the roll taking a body

down

away from what sustains into

the craving and desire to possess that thing

that woman that car that status that

tasty morsel that cons you-

that you con yourself-

into believing

will scratch the itch, quell the hunger,

satisfy that blasted longing leaving a belly growling

every morning 

a body doesn’t fall into

itSelf.

He drives through night

He drives through night,

his fear,

navigating roads with poor eyesight 

and the anxiety of loss.

She waits, after 30 years, to release her last breath

upon his arrival.

His mind, his hand, reach for her

through lessening miles.

Following a companionship of sorrow-

reunion comes

in rainbows of falling tears.

Movements,

these delicate movements,

carve the limitlessness of human hearts-

darkness can’t even stop that.

The frequency of wind

Rewiring a body,

what with its arms and pinkies and patellae,

in knowing hunt

of the frequency of wind

through forest tops and hillside grass 

as all else quiets,

of the partnered rhythm of breaking waves and 

the ocean of this heart,

of the resonance in birthing sunlight

crossing far valley hills-

These sounds our bones hum

when the clutter and reversals and dust

have been cleared

from places they never belonged.

Your own touch

A swooping line

A twisting span

A rough hollow

An angle, sharp 

A smooth soft warmth

A hard jumbled stretch..

With gentle fingers, slow contact

and light gaze-

the textures of your life,

this sculpting of who you are-

each day you explore form of spirit

and shape it with the quality of 

your own touch.

Make it kind.

The world around us

Packs of begging children roam Delhi streets,

walk through traffic,

reach into open taxi windows-

western faces a target.

How they got there, how they are organized,

how they get by,

is undoubtedly a terrible story.

Meanwhile, there are those of us choosing

to suffer to be closer to God.

Delusion is thick if hurting that which is sacred

appears to be a requirement of the Infinite;

as if living fully the life given isn’t enough to remove

a blindness placing the gates of heaven without.

Returning our vision,

to where muscle moves blood,

and lungs exchange air, and

kindness becomes a language of its own-

there

we remember our Divinity.

In coming home,

we find refuge and

stop harming the world around us.

Each salty drop

In your cringe

and bite

following another’s ignorant words,

pain.

Not the pain of a current slash of the knife

but of a gash inflicted long before self and other

stepped far enough apart to decide, even,

if they wanted to dance.

Knowing requires time, 

recognition of habit a road winding into distant hills-

the shape your tears will mimic.

May strength and a giggle well up

along with each salty drop.