History

The homeless man was not in his hollyhock bed today,

nor the man who occupies the most touristed sidewalk

with his dirty beanbag and knife–

one a child the other day very nearly picked up

after spying the unlocked and shining blade on a ledge,

fortunately stopped by a parent–

and who–the following day–had shed his own blood

in great crimson splotches a couple yards long across the old concrete

from a wound unknown where

yet occupied, upright, space beneath the overhang

fully animated..

It’s a lively, though often drugged, bunch with angles of unpredictable dangerousness,

their slow stories unfolding in glimpses when I pass, with generous berth,

in dry, bright mornings.

The pain, chaos and lynchings of the plaza play out sideways,

overlay and blink between,

plastic carrying tourists who buy what those on the street

have nowhere to store.

History continues through current actors unconsciously until

resolution finds its brilliant way through the cracks.

Brethren

As one sunflower reaches beyond the rooftop

and another suddenly aims straight northward,

enormous striped grasshoppers,

along with their small neon green brethren,

bounce every which way,

skitter piles of dry elm seedpods and creep,

sticky-like, slow, elegant and silent,

up the window frame.

They’ve been kind enough to punch countless holes

in the hollyhock leaves–

seems the Sun asked for more contact with the ground.

Kind of them to oblige…

Our bodies

Clouds form over the distant olive hills,

soft in morning light.

By afternoon, when heat has cooked the world white

and this desert sky holds back some of its blue,

those same clouds will tower and be belly grey and thick,

heavy with rain they can’t wait to loose.

Our bodies will vibrate with thunder.

Little sister

It starts so early, this putting down of the girls.

Father of young girl with blonde locks tumbling

walks past and our brief exchange

circles around cherries:

This one doesn’t like them, he says,

She’s the picky one.

A. Who cares, this like/dislike

B. How about an understanding heart, pal?

But, no, gotta put ’em down.

Old, old story–nothing to do with blessed cherries.

I shrug–

That’s okay, nobody has to like ’em, I say–

for her,

to him.

I’ve been that girl in the family’s eyes

my whole life long.

Let them have their judgments for company.

Keep walkin’, little sister.

A blueberry

Once,

I was about to eat a blueberry,

a ripe and plump, little blue sphere.

Touching that berry,

on its way toward my mouth, I saw

a sudden bloom of many dozens–

dozens!–

of the tiniest spiders ever

skittering from their birthplace.

Imagine,

your whole world,

a blueberry,

until breaking out into this one.

Perhaps, when time comes,

we are to do the same.

Planting Stones

A fresh blood, now, runs from this wound,

dripping thick, womb-blood red,

to thirsty ground.

The trail follows me as I leave,

planting stones.

Each feeds dark Earth,

sticks weapons of their confusion, fast.

My back, low belly, my heart unwilling,

unaccepting soft targets,

half a lifetime on.

Planting stones returns

this deepest and cruel ancestral story

to the Mother who fashions stone into gold,

medallions for witful generations to come.

Flowers may bloom, cool waters may move,

Hummingbird brings those open prayers

to Heaven.

It ends with me.

I walk away into land of blowing dust,

with stars shining straight from the hands of God,

I walk away toward the fire

ever burning on…

You..are..

Gah! I give myself away,

to their judgments,

their expectations,

their views and assumptions.

Silly cat! Bat those off the table,

paw pad after paw pad after whip claw..

We aren’t here to please them, to afford them,

to fit some pre-ordained shape.

Twist as you wish,

reach as is your nature,

climb, sink, thrive–all in the asking,

the taking.

Denying is reduction,

agreeing without agreement, sacrilege.

Nomad, go fly.

Maybe no one will understand you,

but you do–keep that scent in your nose

and follow it.

You

are

wise.

Wannabe king

Wannabe king parades in,

bare butt flapping in the wind, saying,

My clothes are the finest in the world–

in all the worlds–

simply gaze upon them,

My apparel line, starting price 10 million,

will launch this fall.

The people hear, but more, they

see

his paunch of arrogance and delusion

while the gun salutes shoot off,

polluting collective sky.

The people march, no king, the people gather,

no thanks, no king for us today.

Contained

Serpentine movements toward

and away

based on nothing the culture expects,

impatiently demands,

only,

toward yes, warmth,

away from no, cold, mostly

in suspension,

blind,

asking,

when, lordy, when, and

is this my failing or some cosmic barometric pressure

holding

holding

heavy lid to the dark pot before,

until,

that heat can no longer stand but rise, fragrant,

a refusal of being contained,

twisting into an arcing freedom of sky.