Union comes alone.

With fluid reach

cypress hold both the sun

and gathering birds, giving audience

to dawn.

Union comes alone

not in the company of thought,

thought anchored by convenience-

convenient right and wrong, reliable should and shouldn’t..

No and Union hear infinitely different music.

Moving to what the oak and crow listen to,tree, light

freedom arrives,

the controls of ethics not limiting the ability

to discern the sound of light and

feel the texture of color

painting the day.

Storm Sessions

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.Storm sessions of the mind.

Sight of one we had walked with

hand in hand

suddenly contorts our face in revulsion.

One whose breath we shared

becomes the reason we spin

alone without sleep.

One whose laughter joined ours

we now shake a finger at.

The rain gathers

the pressure drops

the seas rise..

become the column of rock

unquestioning of itself

joyous to receive the downpour

and crashing glacial blue waves

that wash and sculpt it

into a singular masterpiece

We are not two,

but One.

on falling..

falling isn’t a problem

impact is

and, even more, our fear of it

falling’s nothing but uncontrolled flight

we test our wings

our strength

our skill, the elements, and belief

in ourselves

what, really, would we be

without falling?

and how much of the sky

would we miss

without reaching?

 

Sentinels

up from the wet ground
atop the twisted arms of cypress
two crows
sway
on needled fingers
brushing the sunrise..
with their black cutouts of sky
they look my way
not bookends
but sentinels
my returned greeting
a blush of recognition

Darkness courting dawn

“The lover never despairs
For a committed heart
everything is possible”
Rumi

What is it to remind people of the pain they fear by squarely facing your own?

What is it to love someone beyond the limit of their self-love and watch them turn and walk away?

Our love is only as safe as the tender skills of our lovers to love themselves are developed.

Unbounded living begins with that embrace. The profound joy of existence starts with us, the one we’re always with.

We are the best we’ve got. Better learn to be our full, exquisite selves. No other reason to be here, really. For not until we reach that free, present, loving place can we truly be loved, nor can we give the gifts each of us is here to give.

Here’s to healing ourselves.
With a nod of delight to the world, let the real work begin.

Having not known Want

Having not known want.
Desire, yes.
Longing,
for year after early year.
But needs unmet,
definitely not,
except
when it came to the intangible.
And for those needs to be filled I dug
and scraped
howled out
climbed towards
cooked up
excised and wound-dressed
myself.
Skills built by me
for me,
with generous allies coming and going,
allowing this wayward spirit
to be, finally, available
to the rest of life,
hopefully,
as one sharing inspiration
with the wild

Utter Fearlessness

i stare at death directly
no barriers between us
blond predator eyes staring,
mine equally fiery, flashing
total dissolution
when and where we merge
i don’t care
every day is life or death
the strangely ignored baseline
i’m stripped to bone
and nothing
except breath
separates us,,
in this death i now face
beyond it i see
utter fearlessness

kicking shadows down the road

New rain smell
falling
through the open window-
no more kicking shadows
down the road.
No slant of light
to shed them
with drop after drop after
drop
the clouds empty
for this thirsty land
to sip, no
gulp,
in the rare
and precious
openness of the receiving.