Spark

Sunflowers, FranceA book I read recently discussed tradition. Plucking that out of the greater context, I gave it more thought. Tradition roots us. Sometimes, not necessarily for the best, it defines us. We find comfort in the familiar, and meaning in what we share with those passed and those yet to come. Tradition offers continuity, maybe filling a need for ritual or one of connection when we live in an isolating and confused age. Tradition can also dry up and lose its juice. Repetition in itself is meaningless. ‘Because my father did it,’ hardly offers reason to continue something without the deeper understanding of why. Tradition originates as vision- edgy, imaginative, informed by spirit. Tradition begins as something new, inspired and intentional. Withered tradition has forgotten itself. When we fear change, when we grip tightly to form, the playful informant disappears. Change, that constant companion we may prefer to avoid, enlivens all we hold dear. May we invite the spark, however it arrives..

~ a growing list

Passionate
Playful
Unapologetic
Questioning
Defiant
Fierce
Fluid
Adaptive
Gentle
Compassionate
Accepting
Receptive
Loving
Rhythmic
Graceful
Vital
Radiant
Comical
Delighted
Inspired
Clear
Connective
Courageous
Appreciative
Grateful
Present
Powerful
Free

unknown friends

the flatbed tow truck
flies by on wet curving
valley road
my smile broad, watching him go.
he has this highway memorized
just as i do
and the intensity of his focus
matches my own
it’s good knowing where we’re going,
how to get there,
and having unknown friends along the way

Silly humans

How scared we are of being
meaningless
unwanted,
Rushing to make our accomplishments
known.
False identities choke us.
Silly humans.
These doings
haven’t anything to do
with our goodness.
They are nice
maybe,
or great
even,
perhaps amazing, delightful, honorable
and expressive of our innate beauty
but essence is not
a woman who’s heart we must fight for,
or a man whose eye we must catch,
or the nodding approval of our father,
or the celebration,
finally,
of the person we are
thrown by everyone that matters to us
(for better or worse)
because
really
the breath holding us to life
and back from death
already understands exactly
how powerful
loving and precious it is.
And it is us.
Try relaxing into that.

Union comes alone.

With fluid reach

cypress hold both the sun

and gathering birds, giving audience

to dawn.

Union comes alone

not in the company of thought,

thought anchored by convenience-

convenient right and wrong, reliable should and shouldn’t..

No and Union hear infinitely different music.

Moving to what the oak and crow listen to,tree, light

freedom arrives,

the controls of ethics not limiting the ability

to discern the sound of light and

feel the texture of color

painting the day.

Storm Sessions

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.Storm sessions of the mind.

Sight of one we had walked with

hand in hand

suddenly contorts our face in revulsion.

One whose breath we shared

becomes the reason we spin

alone without sleep.

One whose laughter joined ours

we now shake a finger at.

The rain gathers

the pressure drops

the seas rise..

become the column of rock

unquestioning of itself

joyous to receive the downpour

and crashing glacial blue waves

that wash and sculpt it

into a singular masterpiece

We are not two,

but One.

on falling..

falling isn’t a problem

impact is

and, even more, our fear of it

falling’s nothing but uncontrolled flight

we test our wings

our strength

our skill, the elements, and belief

in ourselves

what, really, would we be

without falling?

and how much of the sky

would we miss

without reaching?

 

Sentinels

up from the wet ground
atop the twisted arms of cypress
two crows
sway
on needled fingers
brushing the sunrise..
with their black cutouts of sky
they look my way
not bookends
but sentinels
my returned greeting
a blush of recognition