let go the rock

the strength to be vulnerable
water to stone
endless sculpting
contours held, softened
always becoming
more of itself
tears, sea water, brine
the fetus
suspended
sound buffered
movement and nutrients
blood and growth
the strength of vulnerability
let go the rock
become the water

untethered

there are times we must sit with all we’d rather run from.
taproot strength follows devotion to becoming
our honest, vibrant, untethered selves- the ones clear as glacial streams, the true hearted lovers of life present to the richness of this moment.
few may understand us, but that only makes space for those who do.
joining our kindred brings brighter light to a world in utter need of it.
keep breathing,
this night will be day again soon and
much will have been gained.
we are not alone..

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Shadow

shadow, india
Shadow?
Mask changer,
character after character
in the play-
not villains, though
the audience holds its breath
still
with each entrance-
I believed the acting.
I could not name you,
too caught in shifting storylines
until
moving to the back of the theatre,
when the stage became a stage,
and you! I saw
you wear the same shoes
with every performance..
Shadow?
Lithe one,
Let’s dance…

Spark

Sunflowers, FranceA book I read recently discussed tradition. Plucking that out of the greater context, I gave it more thought. Tradition roots us. Sometimes, not necessarily for the best, it defines us. We find comfort in the familiar, and meaning in what we share with those passed and those yet to come. Tradition offers continuity, maybe filling a need for ritual or one of connection when we live in an isolating and confused age. Tradition can also dry up and lose its juice. Repetition in itself is meaningless. ‘Because my father did it,’ hardly offers reason to continue something without the deeper understanding of why. Tradition originates as vision- edgy, imaginative, informed by spirit. Tradition begins as something new, inspired and intentional. Withered tradition has forgotten itself. When we fear change, when we grip tightly to form, the playful informant disappears. Change, that constant companion we may prefer to avoid, enlivens all we hold dear. May we invite the spark, however it arrives..

~ a growing list

Passionate
Playful
Unapologetic
Questioning
Defiant
Fierce
Fluid
Adaptive
Gentle
Compassionate
Accepting
Receptive
Loving
Rhythmic
Graceful
Vital
Radiant
Comical
Delighted
Inspired
Clear
Connective
Courageous
Appreciative
Grateful
Present
Powerful
Free

unknown friends

the flatbed tow truck
flies by on wet curving
valley road
my smile broad, watching him go.
he has this highway memorized
just as i do
and the intensity of his focus
matches my own
it’s good knowing where we’re going,
how to get there,
and having unknown friends along the way

Silly humans

How scared we are of being
meaningless
unwanted,
Rushing to make our accomplishments
known.
False identities choke us.
Silly humans.
These doings
haven’t anything to do
with our goodness.
They are nice
maybe,
or great
even,
perhaps amazing, delightful, honorable
and expressive of our innate beauty
but essence is not
a woman who’s heart we must fight for,
or a man whose eye we must catch,
or the nodding approval of our father,
or the celebration,
finally,
of the person we are
thrown by everyone that matters to us
(for better or worse)
because
really
the breath holding us to life
and back from death
already understands exactly
how powerful
loving and precious it is.
And it is us.
Try relaxing into that.

Union comes alone.

With fluid reach

cypress hold both the sun

and gathering birds, giving audience

to dawn.

Union comes alone

not in the company of thought,

thought anchored by convenience-

convenient right and wrong, reliable should and shouldn’t..

No and Union hear infinitely different music.

Moving to what the oak and crow listen to,tree, light

freedom arrives,

the controls of ethics not limiting the ability

to discern the sound of light and

feel the texture of color

painting the day.

Storm Sessions

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.Storm sessions of the mind.

Sight of one we had walked with

hand in hand

suddenly contorts our face in revulsion.

One whose breath we shared

becomes the reason we spin

alone without sleep.

One whose laughter joined ours

we now shake a finger at.

The rain gathers

the pressure drops

the seas rise..

become the column of rock

unquestioning of itself

joyous to receive the downpour

and crashing glacial blue waves

that wash and sculpt it

into a singular masterpiece

We are not two,

but One.